My endless drip of tears

Back to update..Haiss..my tears always feels like dripping down.And,is endless drip.To me,of course,richelle and huixian are important,but,everyone has their own life,and,they can chose who r the ones who r important to them.Actually,i felt damn happy that i can chose mine,but,that was last time,not now.Chosing btw two,is either this one,or that one.If i chose to be with richelle,huixian and yvette,i have to stop talking to isabel,infact,nvr talk to her n go out with her.If i chose isabel,i am afraid that my best friend tears will start dripping.Which i don't want.Hmm..i wonder,what would happen if i chose myself,no one else?Will things change to become better?Or change to become worse?If,it seriously will change to become better,then,i will chose to be with no one.I am having enough of friendship problems.But,one thing that i am REALLY depress about is that none of them understand me.None of them really knows me well enough,even,my last time most trustable friend.Now,i wanna quickly get into secondary school so as to forget everything,but,i will miss the teachers in BLGPS :(
okay,i shouldn't post too much,off to do my homeworks