Sometimes , its really hard to act like its okay .

Hello . :D
Sometimes , its really hard to act as if i'm okay when deep inside my heart i'm crying , hard . The more i try to act as if i'm okay , the more i feel like im all alone . #IJustWantYouToBeBesideMeWhenImDown .
Woke up at 845am today and was late . ): Actually meeting Xinrui , Qianhui , Lena and Jiaqi at 9.30 but was late . x.x Im sorry ! ): Settled breakfast at KFC then did some holidays homeworks and went bought some snacks and stuffs ; hehehes . (: 11plus walked to school with them but its like seriously raining so heavily can x.x Shared umbrella with Jiaqi ; ohmyyyy , thanks Jiaqi ! :D Had traininggg and it went quite okayyy . :b Lucky , hohoho . Played friendly match and i was being called the " going to die dee lao ahma . " ): Because my stamina lousy like abcdefg . Rawr ! ):
#IWishToImproveMyStamina .
I really wonder , who am i to you ?